So its been a while sue me. I have been dating this girl now, and yes I have been faithful. Its amazing how people change, one minute you are doing one thing the next minute all you can think of is this one person. So Im still job searching, well not searching just keeping my options open as it is the summer and not looking to rock the boat. I want to chill out a bit and take it easy. This bitch im dating, oh shit. Did I just call her a bitch? yes cuz im fucking pissed off, thats why I signed on, yes ohh poor you, you have to hear about me bitch right now right? well tought luck, its my blog so deal with it. So remember that trip a few weeks back? yea the one where I couldent make up my fucking mind as to what the fuck I wanted to do with myself? i.e. go to london or go somewhere else? yea apparently? Im glad I went to london as ……oh fuck it who cares. well you care so I;ll keep writing, so apparently she had a lot of fun there so Im glad I didint go, but now im pissed. WHy? we werent togather? why should I be pissed? maybe im pissed because no matter how much I say that I will not get attached, I end up getting fucked at the end anyways. I knwo what you think, im sort of an asshole right? no im not. I am an asshole with a heart, im a special kind. I feel for people, yes I do. Dont tell me I dont. I really really do, like this girl, I really liked her hence I went through all the trouble as I did so far to let her know that and the dumb shit I have been doing for her and all. Maybe its just a waste, so I am being faithfull to her big fucking deal. Shes out doing her thing, why do I get stuck with the girls that I dont click with? and the ones I do, I turn them away? maybe thats just a part of life, the ones you chase = you get hurt, and the ones that chase you = you turn them away. Life;s a bitch then you die right?
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